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New Journal [friends only] [28 Dec 2004|12:50am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Dizzy Gillespie - Long Long Summer ] So I have a new livejournal, this one's friends only: extemporisation extemporisation extemporisation Comment. Add. I might add you back, it depends. ♥

rawr [26 Dec 2004|11:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Nickel Creek - The Lighthouses Tale ] awwr, it's 11:34. I'm in a bit of a crazy mood. Spoke to Barny earlier, he makes me laugh :) it's all good. A new start for a new year though, I think. There's just too much "relationship" and not enough "love". We need more love. The world needs more love. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I need more Sadie lovin' ;) I miss my giggles. NYE is going to be awesome. Yeah, so this is a really bitty and random post. Yum. Dance with me? p.s. I love Animal Crossing the end 10 ♥

[22 Dec 2004|01:16am] So, here is a promotion for some rating thingy. I hope you enjoy it. On a more personal note... BITE ME. The end.

Quiz Stolen from wonderoutloud- She has the most awesome username. [14 Dec 2004|02:11pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Pearl Jam - Evacuation ] ( Three is a magic number! ) I hope you all read that and did it yourself *humph*. So I went to the dentists today, it was fairly traumatic as per usual. I did, however, manage to temporarily get out of having a block injection in the space between my gaw and thus a bottom-row filling by explaining that I wasn't aware that that actual process was going to be happening and I hadn't mentally prepared myself for it. So she laughed, and said I could mentally prepare myself for next march if I felt so inclined. I did. I still had to have the two on the top done, because she knew I already knew about those. Plus, they don't hurt so much, it's just a bit uncomfortable. The worst part is definately the de-numbing process that occurs while you're in the car on the way home. It makes me squirm. So now I have to go to work with the little kiddies at school, I only hope there aren't a million today because I feel a bit cranky. I can handle it though, they're generally quite fun! Oh! I forgot to update before, but Barnys birthday was awesome. I don't think anyone can believe he's twenty [not that he's immature, just that it's a strange age]. We threw a lovely party for him and I think he really enjoyed himself. There was cake, but apparently it wasn't so awesome, though it did have twenty candles and he did blow them all out in one go. Because he's super cool. And really, I just had the best week. He's coming to stay here on friday after the gig he's playing with Fatwax, both of which events I'm really looking forward to! It does mean, however, that I'm going to have to tidy up my room and his room. But that's all ok, it's worth it. And neither are super-messy anyway! Alright, I'm going to go and eat and not bore you with any more of my day to day trivialities! Enjoy yourselves! ♥ 1 ♥

Southampton.. prepare for Meg! [06 Dec 2004|02:25pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Meg Humming ] I spent all of yesterday travelling- 11am 'til 5pm. But it was ok because as soon as I got off the train I stumbled upon a Barnaby, waiting to hand me a single red rose. I loved him for all of eternity in that single moment. We had a nice walk back to his Halls where I got changed out of my smelly travelling clothes and into something nice and comfortable, and then we went out for a meal. It was a *huge* plate full of chips and salad and egg for me, I think he had fish and chips. He did. Anyway, I thought I was hungry but BOY I couldn't finish that meal. It was enormous! After dinner we to see Colour Of Fire and Degrassi, with a local band called "My Mantra" or something. They had spectacular glowing cards. It was awesome. Colour Of Fire were good, I really liked some songs, I really didn't like others. Doesn't always happen to me, I either like a band or I don't, but these guys have me confused. Degrassi were good too. Scottish. Yay! It's now the morning time (well, ok, afternoon) and Barny's gone Location Drawing to a Farm and left me here on my lonesome. But I'll be leaving him for a whole day now because I'm going to Brighton tonight and having a look round Sussex Uni tomorrow :) awesome stuff. I'll miss him though. Now that I'm here I want to spend all my time with him <3 ah well! Tis his birthday on Sunday, he'll be *twenty*. Shocking. I have a few little plans up my sleeve, but I may have to recruit Becs to help me... I'm leaving here attt... 4:00, because my train's at 4:35 and I need to get my ticket. I know where to go for the train now though so I should be ok. Maybe. Maybe I'll leave at ten to four. I think that's the best bet. *sigh* I love my Barny ten million. He's special and beautiful :) And I love all you lot too! ♥ 6 ♥

[04 Dec 2004|07:48pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | BANG BANG BANG ] You scored as Strawberry Shortcake. Don't stand for that new version crap. If you go shortcake, go shortcake all the way. . . </td> Strawberry Shortcake 92% Voltron 67% Smurf 50% Thundercats 50% Shera 50% Transformers 42% Heman 33% Which 1980's Cartoon Character are you? created with QuizFarm.com See, I don't want to be one of those peope who just post quizzes, but really, I don't want to think too much about my life at the moment because if I do I'll finally realise that I'm not happy with it and things will have to change. The more I ignore it the more likely it is to go away soon. It's probably just a phase I'm going through. I love Sadie. I'm going to actually miss her next week. She makes me really happy, and I hope she knows. Grrr, seven hours on a train. I know it'll be worth it, but I'm not looking forward to it one bit. I think I'm going to tidy my room tonight. It always makes me feel better to do something productive. Like my driving lesson today. It wasn't easy, I did a lot and I was tired out after it. But I learnt a lot of stuff and now I feel like a more competent driver. It's awesome. I got some red moccasins of Sue the other day- they're beautiful! And Judy gave me a proper seventies plastic suitcase, which I'm going to take with me when I go away. It's so cute. I love it :D Uch, I'm really not posting anything interesting. I never do any more. I think it's because I write so much structured stuff in school everything I want to write now just ends up being crap and poorly structured with little to nothing interesting in. I don't care. I don't care about anything today. Yeah, so, if I don't update tomorrow I'll see you all soon. I'm going away for a week! YAAAAY! 1 ♥

*yawn* [30 Nov 2004|10:01pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Derek's watching a video of a guy playing Doom III ]             sunshine is love brought to you by the isLove Generator Sunshine is love. How true [I had to do that so many times before it gave me something awesome]! So I'm going to bed now, and I shan't be going to school in the morning because I need to be really early for work in the morning and neither parents nor postbus can do that for me. So nice lay in and relaxing working. Mucho responsibility in work tomorrow though- no Rachael! Meg is in charge! Scary! Wish me luck! *cuddles* p.s. Barny is love <3 and I hope he gets well soon... ♥

I said I was cool... [28 Nov 2004|05:57pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Reel Big Fish - Alternative, Baby ] ...but I can't lie to you. Hahaha, "Hey little turnip girl". It's not turnip, it's alternative. I've had a funny day. I mean, it's sunday, and I was up at nine for an awesome cool two hour driving lesson. My instructor's really cool, actually, he helps and we have conversations. Better than Daryl any day. I've booked my test already, but I shan't be telling anyone when it is, bar Mummy and Daddy. It's not really soon, but it's fairly soon. And I'm sooooo excited :) I had the hiccups in work, sometimes they were really loud. I was embarassed #-_-# But it didn't last long, I soon moved on to coughing and incessant tapping (sometimes I just can't help it, y'know?). I can't wait 'til everyone's home from Uni :) It's going to be aaawesome! I really am looking forward to it. But there's a lot more to look forward to between now and then, like possible Oxford interview on the 7th, and going to see Barny on the 8th, then Kent with Dad on the 15th! Dentists on the 14th, but we won't talk about that. I think I wanna cut my hair again... I don't like it long. I don't think it suits me :( And I like cutting it, it's fun. Barny knows what suits me best, though I know what he'll say when I tell/ask him. I don't knowwww... Vote! (a)Meg should cut her hair! (b)Meg should grow her hair! Vote now! 5 ♥

I was going to update... [24 Nov 2004|11:02pm] [ mood | I like pretty colours ] [ music | Reel Big Fish - Nothing ] ...I can't be bothered now though. It involves drawing lots of pictures on paint and I just... can't... be bothered. I'm going to do some work, finally. ♥ p.s. I need a new icon. Someone make one for me? 2 ♥

Found <3 Nabbed <3 Enjoyed [23 Nov 2004|01:12pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Goldfinger - January ] Do this, children ♥ ABOUT YOU 1. Name: 2. Age: 3. Biggest pet peeve: 4. Where on earth do you live: 5. What makes you happy: 6. What have you been listening to lately: 7. Do you enjoy reading my LJ: 8. If so, why: 9. Interesting fact about you: 10. Are you in love at the moment: 11. Favorite destination: 12. Favorite quote: 13. Favorite time of the year: RECOMMEND 1. a movie: 2. a book: 3. a band, song or album: PLUS 1. Tell me one thing you love about me. 2. Tell me two things you love about yourself. 3. Look through the comments, and when you see someone you know, tell them three things you love about them. 4. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about you -- and if you've already done it, tell me so, so that I can go back and give you some love My day so far has been non-eventful. I tried doing some work, but instead checked my ElJay. I suck so much. I'm going to work soon, which makes me feel better because at least I'll be earning some money. And my job's fun ♥. I really want to quit Londis though... I may still. I hope everyone's ok, having a rockin' day. Love & Llamas (rock Llamas for Sadie), Meg xxx 5 ♥

A quiz [20 Nov 2004|10:22pm] [ mood | coughing ] [ music | Biffy Clyro - joy.discovery.invention ] You Are Belle! Intelligent and kind. Your beauty goes much further than your apperance. Also, you make judgements of people based on their personality and not their looks. Attaining all the knowledge that you can is one of your major goals in life, but you are also a person who can make things happen. Which Disney Princess Are You? Yay! My favourite disney princess. If I have a daughter I'm going to call her Isabelle. Nice, random fact there. Had a tiring couple of days, really. Went to see Dr Faustus in Northampton and went to a Fat Lace night in Carmarthen with Fleurie. Which was pretty fun, apart from the hardcore drum'n'bass. Dancing was still done regardless. And so now to french grammar online! Woo! I miss my Barny so, so much <3 Not long 'til the big TWO-OH, though!! Exciting! And my Jess, I've already procured a few fab presents from her list of things <3 *loves Jess a million* So goodnight, sleep well all ♥ p.s. I love my Barny 6 ♥

Courtesy of wonderoutloud [15 Nov 2004|08:31pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Mr Review - The Street Where I'm Living ] 1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 23. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal...along with these instructions. I found, "So the myth tried to give people an explaination for something they could not understand". It's from Sophies World. I still haven't finished that book. I've tried, the second time I got so close and then left it at Alex's. I'll do it one day though... might start again tonight. I'm going to bed now. Love ♥ ♥

Nabbed off moostuuk [15 Nov 2004|04:44pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Bleep Bleep MSN Messenger ] ( Click ) I'm so tired. ♥

Your mission, should you choose to accept it... [13 Nov 2004|08:39pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Weezer - Say It Ain't So ] The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you. [nabbed from superhero_no5- Captain Katie!> My day started out fairly horrendous- walked for quarter of an hour in sub-zero temperatures to catch the train, only to find out it had been cancelled with no alternatives from Llanwrtyd. The only place the Arriva wankers had bothered to put on a bus from was Llandovery. Not walking distance, let me tell you. Mums car was frozen up so she didn't think she'd be able to drive me to the bus in Llandovery in time, though she did manage to drive me to the bus in Builth. I stood around for three quarters of an hour in the frikken' cold because the bus was late, and then didn't warm up fully until I saw Barny. Barny was amazing, as always. It's such a shame we got hardly any time together, but I'll see him all the time over Christmas (apart from when I see my Jesska <3). Anyway- craziness! Barn and I were walking back to the train station when I saw the back of this guys head- and it was one of the guys we met at the Biffy Clyro gig! He didn't recognise us at first, but then he did and it was weird. Especially since he lives in cornwall... and we were in Cardiff. Weird. We also saw Christoph!! It was sooo cool, we were just wandering around the station and there he was- checking his ticket! He saw Barny and I off too, which was lovely of him. AND... I met Danny and Charlotte from Youth Theatre on the train, because they'd just been to London to see Cake. Despite all these crazy things, seeing Barny was definitely the thing that made my day <3 He made me an emo CD... I'm curious! Now, my heels have blisters and my head is sleepy. I'm fairly sure I caught a chill because I can't seem to get warm. Hope you're all ok <3 love and squeezles xxx ♥ 6 ♥

Quizzles. Yeah I rock. [09 Nov 2004|09:14pm] [ mood | busy+yeah right ] [ music | Big D and the Kids Table - Quiet Room ] I AM 72% SKA! Well, maybe I'm trying too hard, maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I shouldn't forget my roots, and remember that punk and reggae wouldn't exist without ska. Take the SKA test at Fuali.com I'm so ska. If I'm 72% Ska then I'm the rest Irish/Canadianish/rootsish folk & rock. You knows it. I'm also 100% cool. *ahem* I'm so not Emo it's not funny... I AM 51% EMO! Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the EMO test at Fuali.com Although I am female, and I think that's how come I'm 51%. Just because I've been to shows and CRIED! I'm a girl, so it's ok. I'm only 27% Goth, but I didn't think that was important. What is important, though, is that I am 100% Meg and not a collection of quiz results. The same goes for all of you. Obviously you're not 100% Meg, that'd be too much Meg, but you're all 100% you and you don't need to try and be something you're not. By all means, join all the communities, take all the quizzes, keep up the pretences. At the end of the day, whoever you project yourself as wherever you go you're always going to be you. Livejournal isn't *real* kids, it's a simulcra. Everything you do with your Lj is just going to get lost in the void that is hyper-reality. And if you hadn't realise this by now then, oh dear. So less pretence, less drama, less rudeness. When the day is over we all have to go to our beds with the things we;ve read about ourselves in our heads. We know inside that it's not real, that no-one on that "stupid website" knows us at all. But words cut deeper than rationality can protect. "Just wanna be liked, just wanna be funny. Looks like the joke's on me. So call me captain backfire..." I'm not so sure where that came from :) Good old Lj and my lovesome communities ♥! The real world is fun, but I have a lot of work to do. Here is a comprehensive "priority" list: ***Faustus & Color Purple essays for Oxford*** 1. Communications Essay #1 "Homer Simpson" for Dr Bernie 2. French grammar (3 excs) 3. Communications Essay #2 "Mass Media and Identity" for Ms Bailey 4. English Faustus Essay for Mrs Firth 5. Start Communications Project: "Brief" 6. French Project 500 Words (by December) 7. French "Translation" Essay And that is a load of work. I should go and do it... *skedaddles* 8 ♥

Great Big Nothing [08 Nov 2004|09:27pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | La Tele ] We rule, and we think everyone else rules too! 1 ♥

I'll never find another way to say I love you more each day.. [08 Nov 2004|05:05pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Tahiti 80 - Heartbeat ] These past couple of days have been pretty scary emotion wise. I've been feeling really overwhelmed, but I gave myself a talking to and I think it put everything in perspective. Plus, I spent some wonderful time with the beautiful Fleur today! That was fun. I did a small amount of work too :) Go me! Mmm... Biffy Clyro. I'd just like to put them in a little wooden box and then they'd dance around and sing when I opened it. I'd feed them too, on occassion. "Lying there on the desk you left a letter When I touched it, it shivered in my hand I rub the surface to see your face in the mirror Translation lost me in a crowded room" - Biffy Clyro - Liberate the Illiterate/A Mong Among Mingers I've had Idlewild - Live in a Hiding Place stuck in my head for the past couple of nights, too. I think it's because I've been thinking about Barny a lot more than usual and because he recorded it for me I always sing it when I think of him. Yeah, and it's a pretty song, too. Some songs remind me of Nick, but not that one. And not in an ex-ish way, more in a- "hehe, Nick" way. Never really thought of Nick as a boyfriend, really. I guess he wasn't. He's still a good friend, though. Makes me laugh more than most. I wonder what happened to that band practice... :\ "SCORN!" hehehe... [our band name? Possibly. It was that or "Oak of Guernica"] I want a bike. ♥

Oooh, look at the time... [06 Nov 2004|01:00am] [ mood | many different things ] [ music | The Hives - Die, Alright! ] I just saw the time, I should probably go to bed. I *am* rather tired. Plus, no-one's on MSN right now, which sucks. It was to be expected, as I'm possibly the only person in the world not to have gone to watch the fireworks. But why bother when you can see them from your bedroom window? ...Yeah, I know I suck. I'm so anti-social ;) I just get cold easily. Ask anyone. I generally sit in French with a big coat on while everyone else is sweltering hot. Also, maybe, just maybe, fireworks will make me miss Barnaby a lot more. I'm not up for extra missing him right now, because I'm far too emotional as it is. I've been playing with my livejournal. Did some adventurous stuff. Not sure if I like it yet, but we shall see. The Simpsons was back on TV tonight! It was cool. It's on every night at six for old episodes, and fridays at nine for new ones. I'm pleased. Oh, and I have a new job (as well as my job in Londis) working in the Primary after-school club for two hours tuesday, wednesday and friday. I get a fiver an hour, too, which is an extra £30 a week. Anyway, Dereks stupid computer game is giving me a headache :( I'm going to bed. Meg ♥ 2 ♥

Re-Did my Livejournal [19 Oct 2004|11:10pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Sneaker Pimps - 6 Underground ] You should all have a look. Only if you think pictures of cute couples are cool. Don't look if you hate them. I'm thinking of getting a new theme altogether. I'm thinking... something along the lines of my friends. Pictures and notes from them, maybe? That may be a task. Yes. 13 ♥

In school ^_^ [19 Oct 2004|10:25am] [ mood | confused ] I've been helping , a.k.a. KATE!! with her livejournal. Go and see it. I have also been looking up train times for Southampton. Yes, escape. No! Prices... I will go look that up now. £27.80 supersaver return... gah. I should probably go and get those soon. Maybe if I went from Swansea or something... I'll check that possibility. Plus, I could drive down. I'll do it later. I can't be bothered right now :( I'll have to ask Mum first what she's doing next monday. I'm sure she's probably doing something. Going to Llandod with Sue. Nice. Anyway, take care all. Sorry this update was so pointless. 2 ♥

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